The Utmost Freedom in Prayer
By Kevin Molloy
I think the finest way to hear from God is to expect the unexpected! Do not expect Him to speak to you the same way all of the time. Many people hear something from God and they decide that that is the only way they can hear from Him.
Perhaps He will use His voice in your ears, or in your mind. He may give you a message that is written on a church sign or some sinful sign. It might be a newspaper column, or ad on the internet that does not relate to anything at all.
I expect to hear from Him in all the diverse ways that he has used to talk to me before, and then come up with more just to show me that he is multitalented. The devil only uses seduction in what we are already predisposed to do in our old man.
Think with me if you will about God directing our lives.
God is way up in the sky, and able to see everything from the beginning of eternity to the end of eternity. It would then make sense for Him to direct us on which path to proceed would it not?
Just trusting in Him and expecting Him to answer shows more of our willingness to please Him, than praying for many souls in a prayer line. I made a promise to Him that I would always speak about the miracles and the great works He was going to do when I saw them.
I have always talked about Him since, and He has always given me something to talk about to anyone who would listen. It is a sweet setup available to
. Right now I maybe talking to a gentleman in China maybe tomorrow (or later today ) it might be an 86 year old woman in a nursing home. I am ready at all times to talk to anyone who will listen.My God is active, alive, and powerful for any and all occasions.
One day I heard that I should go to China and tell 30 million to 120 million people the name of Jesus. I was on the Internet and writing to my son Sean the airline attendant for US Airways. I heard Jesus say that I should do the telling to so many people and I thought I was crazy!
I told Him I would, if He provided me with an opportunity to do so. I felt the same message again; just stronger this time. Again, I thought I was crazy. Then I forgot all about it. That Sunday in Sunday school I asked my older brothers and sisters in the Lord what they thought.
They just smiled and said nothing, but one man said I should keep asking God until I had a breakthrough of assurance.
That night I had an email from my ex brother-in-law who told me about Christina. I was asked if I would kindly reply to her email if she sent one to me. I had control of his house and money at the time. I agreed! She wrote and I wrote back. I was serious and fell in love with her. She lied, and made me think she was in love with me.
All the time we wrote to each other I was in love yet she didn't sound right to me. She didn't write the way a woman in love would write. I chalked it off to a different culture. Little did I know she was manipulating me to provide her with income while she led her own life. We ate together and lived together
I was adamant about preaching the Gospel and did that on Oct 1 2003, I got the opportunity that all Christians dream about doing for the Lord Jesus. They asked me why I had come to China, hoping for some propaganda ploy.
I gave an interview which was translated by my Chinese wife to millions of people in China that Jesus talked to me and told me to come to China, marry this Chinese girl, be a father to her daughter, and teach 1 million people English.
I was successful in all three things when the publisher of this web site said the webmaster said we had over 1 million hits every month for six months straight. It has lessened since then since we are now old news.
She now rejects Jesus Christ and His Lordship; she has gone back to her old ways of conniving to make a profit and our marriage is finished. She will stay attached to me until it suits her otherwise.
I look for God to speak to me in any way He sees fit. Have you denounced Him? He will not denounce you. He loves you and is waiting for you to follow His will whatever that may be. Remember it is not what you do so much---- that comes naturally---He wants a relationship with you and He wants acceptance by you as The Boss. He died on the Cross--- we must die daily.
Yes I am like this all of the time, it takes some getting used to, but when I die I will be ready to say that I gave Him everything I had and eternal life is a sure thing.
If this is not the way to God, then show me a better way and I will believe it!
So far nobody has been able to do it! I doubt that anyone will ever show me a better way than to expect the unexpected freedom that comes from knowing Jesus!
